Let's get some things straight...

I am not an unhappy person. I simply am not bubbly. I need to belch, burp, and vent or I WILL explode! I love my husband more than anything in the world, but if he drives me nuts I need to vent about it! I love my kids, they are God sent and after what I had to go through just to get pregnant and then get them here healthy, I am very aware of just how precious they are and how blessed I am. But they test my endurance, patience, decision making, and sanity daily! (They are doing it as I type)

I have a sarcastic sense of humor. Years of working in the ER has sharpened it greatly! I am not trying to be mean, that's just the way things processed through my twisted mind. I have always been like this I don't know why it just is what it is! I have tried to be more bubbly, but it is way too much work! I am perceived as pissed off sometimes, but if given the chance to know me I think most people who really know me know I am genuinely happy and a good friend. (I hope they do!)

I am not a not a prissy girl. I love pink, and like pedicures but that's about as far as that goes. I have horrible hand writing, not the beautiful flowing script I would like. I am not petite, I am not a snappy dresser. although I would love to be! I am tom boyish and a bit crude, but I wont hold you up primping, I am not scared to get dirty, and I will tell you like it is or at least how I feel! (I will fess up and eat crow or apologize when needed)

I am not naturally touchy feely. Just walking up and hugging someone is very awkward for me unless it is with someone else that I have hugged often or is one of those natural huggers! There use to be man in my life that was one of those natural huggers, he passed a way a few years ago and I really miss his hugs! You just felt the welcome joy if you got a hug from big Charles. I want to be a natural hugger, but it's just not me. (but if you want to hug me, or need a shoulder to cry on, or someone to vent to....bring it on!) I care, I am just not the best at showing how much!

I am a Christian. This does not mean I want to preach to you, so please don't preach to me! I would love to learn about your spiritual beliefs for education, but do not want to fight about who is right and who is wrong. I will however defend my views and my right to worship, but in certain situations I would defend your right to your views and practice.

I stopped writing this blog for a while because I didn't want to come across as unhappy or bitchy, Its just a way for me to process these grumpys that get under my skin and to vent in a way as not to start going off on the people I loved or just didn't need to piss off at the moment. And to hopefully entertain people who appreciate sarcasm

I am a happy person who likes to bitch and moan to make light of otherwise infuriating situations!


Oh, and while we are clearing things up, I am not a writer, English major, linguist, or an expert on anything! So I will not have proper sentences, tenses, verbiage, spelling during my rants. I am also a horrible typist so it my a appear I do not know how to spell. But here's the deal. I am not a writer, if you want well written and grammatically correct, find a literary blog. I am a nurse who can do CPR if you drop next to me, I can star IV's on almost anyone. I am sarcastic, loyal, forgiving and a Kvetch, now you know what to expect from me!

Please read and let me know if the love and humor shine through as we go along!

Enjoy your Night! I have princesca asleep in a deathgrip on one side from the storms and 80 lb family dog affectionately known as Toby-dufus, lying next to where he will cower until I go to sleep and forget he is there. At which time I will jump up to get out of bed and step on him startling both of us and probably the princess too! That being said, lets get one more thing straight...I will be tired and irritated tomorrow!

Good Night All!